till the end ..
i love you <3
Sunday, September 24
I AM GOING MAD.

where were you when i needed ALL of you.
wad abt those..
i will be there for u always
when ure down. i wan to be ur up.
anything u can come find me.
bla bla bla

but WHY
when im REALLY down.
no one bothers.
to even. hear a word from me.
NO ONE.

relax. dun emo.
is ok.
everyting is going to be over
cheer up. smiles.
im here
i can be ur listener.
life's like that.
dun be sad.
hey u can tell me ur probs now.

no dont come telling mi those stuffs.

yes im always laughing
im always smiling.
looks lyk im happy go lucky
but
who bothers..
who.. can actually bring me out of this.

wad do u noe.
but to despise.
to criticise
to say about everyting when
YOU HAD ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WAD IT IS
im tired..
i really cant find e motivation to carry on.

im not committing suicide.
i just want to hide myself.
from this world of rubbish
dun tell me how beautiful this world can be
when everyting is so bad around me.

no one can help
not even her when i approached her.
not even her when she doenst cares
not even him when i typed that msg.
not even him when i pleaded.

theres no answer to this

i really dunwan this anymore
how i wished there is someone
who can hear me cry.
someone. help.

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